Another reason for solitude! A: So you intend to return to your desert? B: I am not quick moving, I have to wait for myself – it is always late before the water comes to light out of the well of my self, and I often have to endure thirst for longer than I have patience. That … Read more
I don’t know why I didn’t post this here before, but here is a brilliant video that appeared on YouTube a few months ago which exposes the IMT for what it is. I would like to congratulate the brave person who made it, and I invite you all to listen to it and also to … Read more
On the occasion of Tchaikovsky’s (and Brahms’) birthday, I would like to pay tribute to this great Russian composer by posting here my favourite symphony by him, his Fifth, the finale of which represents my triumph over cultism: Long live art, and freedom!
What an appropriate song for a cult.
This month marks three years since I left the IMT cult. Good riddance to all that rubbish! So much time was wasted on people who did me nothing but harm. But now, I have emerged from the darkness into the light, with Mahler and Beethoven and Nietzsche and Schubert and Dostoevsky and Tolstoy and many … Read more
I confess, the title is a bit clickbaity. As I have said before, some stuff is still being shared with me via Google Docs from my old branch. Most of it is garbage which I don’t have the time or patience to wade through. I did however come across this old document written by my … Read more
I am happy to announce that I have started lessons with a classical singing teacher through the Royal College of Music. I had my first lesson yesterday evening singing Gute Nacht from Schubert’s Winterreise. To start therapy and classical singing lessons in the same month has been a boon for my mental health, to say … Read more
Trotskyist cults are destiny-destroyers. At their most benign, they are destiny diverters, destiny derailers. Ultimately, I am convinced that the IMT has not been able to derail me completely from my ultimate destination. As Nietzsche, inspired by the Greek poet Pindar, once counselled, I am now on my way to becoming what I am – … Read more
Yesterday, I finished Ali Millar’s harrowing and brilliantly-written review of her time as an Jehovah’s Witness, The Last Days. I’ve wanted to read it ever since it came out in the summer, and I’m glad that I’ve finally got round to it. Reading about the experiences of other people who have been in cults has … Read more